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This might be long, but its the truth :)
I am putting new feelings into words today. Kind of a gift I have being aspergers I guess. Hell I don't know. They tell me I have gifts and I have many of them but I do lack in some places in life. Some people notice and some people don't. Beats the hell out of me. All I know is, I am me and this is how I am and feel. Most would agree with me and most wouldn't. But, like I said, I can only be me.
I am not interested in talking to the "norm" we it today. The type of women who are judgmental and heartless. The ones who cover themselves in make up to hide the true them. The ones who think career and looks over power true love. The ones who looks at the woman sitting on the bench with a bunch of tattoos and a few kids and says “welfare bitch” I can only hope and pray the woman on the bench gets up and beats the living shit out of the judgmental bitch.
We are all different in this world. Each and every single one of us. Its sad though that so many don't accept different and choose to hate others for stuff they choose to be, and some can't help it! Its not my fault my brain neurons are wired differently causing me to look at the world differently. Guys and women run into this shit everyday. Instead of taking the time to get to know the person, they look at them and say,”that person looks worthless, that person looks poor and stupid” or heres a big one, “Hey, shes paying with a food stamp card, Lazy bitch” I will tell you what, that girl with the food stamp card , 20 tattoos and 4 kids more than likely has the biggest, loving, giving and most understanding heart in the world and all it took was some piece of shit guy to come into her life and take advantage of it and ruin it with emotional pain and abuse, only for the woman to carry on in life living in fear of the next man to make her life even worse.
I am starting to hate this world. It seems more and more are finally being what they wanna be and thats a great thing, but yet its a bad thing, cause now you have what we the “norm” coming out and making fun of so many and lowering there self esteem to shit. I know this has been going on for many years but it seems to only get worse. Now we have the Internet and all this online dating shit and its even made it harder for the person to find anyone they can remotely feel comfortable with. All people do on the Internet is say “oh I can do better than that, Delete!” and all it takes is a swap of a few emails or a few photos. That alone is making the person more judgmental and they don't even know it.
Anyway, I am a very open minded person with a huge heart and plenty of morals. I am not here to brag about myself or be a show off to get people’s attention. I am very mature for my age and only believe in doing the right thing. I have had some very rough times and I have had a lot of bad things happen to me but all of that has only made me stronger in who I have become today. I love the simple things in life. I don't try to make everything a huge deal. Simple walks down the street or at a park, cooking burgers and hot dogs on the grill, setting up a tent and watching over the lake as the sun sets, pointless drives to the pop machine just to hold each others hand and sit and talk, going out for a few drinks and shooting some pool, catching a flick at the movies, not even really caring what’s playing on the screen, cuddling up on the couch and watching whatever is on the screen just to be held and to escape into pure comfort knowing your holding someone you love, endless touches, back rubs, kisses, morning surprises, I mean the list could fill this page of simple things that matter the most in a relationship, and it's the little things that keep the bond strong and the happiness flowing. I'm a very simple person with a creative mind, very mechaniy inclined ; I have my goofy times, my good days, my bad days and my sad days. All women do too. It's a good feeling knowing someone is there to always help you through them times with an open heart and an open mind to walk you through and help you out with patience and understanding. I would love to find someone that will love me for who I am and nothing else. I have a very big loving heart that never stops. I am not the type that changes after a few weeks or months to only let the woman down and feel miserable. I am only looking for a woman that believes communication, respect, and understanding can make a relationship work. I would love to simply find someone to spend the rest of my life with to learn, love and cherish.
I like to play in pool tournaments, Bracket Drag Racing (Not the immature childish shit) I have this moron thing I do, It's ed "Thinking" and I am not your typical guy. So if you want to talk to a typical guy that lies and cheats or whatever they do, than I guess hit the back button. If not, please send me a message. This post seems like its full of anger, maybe it is to some but its not. Its just the truth.
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