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blk santa has the greatest gift for you, LOVE
im just a simple guy wanting a simple friend.i dont know what im seeking at this time so i figure i would try friendship first. i am not expecting anything other than meeting a good friend where we can just talk about anything and everything. am i asking too much? you dont have to always meet someone and go to bed to feel good about yourself right? i admit i have played the game and in the process i have hurt some good people along this journey. i believe you will reap what you sow because i have over the last year. i am going to do things different this time around and see what becomes of it. when my time came around to reap it wasnt good and i got hurt so bad but i had to learn the hard way. it would be nice to meet a cool friend for now and just see how it goes from there. in my spare time i do enjoy movies, dining, dancing, riding my harley, cuddling, working out,kids, church,and enjoying life to the full. we all say we looking for love at some point in our lives right? let's be honest here, we post ads saying we are seeking love and soulmate but really just needing to be serviced right? i just think if you really want to play that game then maybe your ad should be written differently. love is so special when you have the right mate to share it with. i have been played, used, kept around because im good in bed, so they wouldnt have to be alone, etc. i think we all have been played at some point in our lives but my only question is, when is enough enough? do i want to be in love HELL YEAH, do i want someone to my own woman HELL YEAH i do but at what cost am i willing to pay just to have it? it would be nice to just meet a really cool friend without the benefits to really get to know. can i just be honest here today? i am NOT looking for someone who cant stop texting when we are together, someone who wants to get to know me and everyone else too at the same time, and someone who wants to me when everyone else is busy, lol. for once it would be nice to have someone who believes in me as i would believe in you, someone who will fight for us and not give up so easily, someone who loves being encouraged as well as can lift her man up also, someone who just cant stand to be away from baby, someone has respect for herself first and foremost, and someone who has all the doors to their past closed so you can embrace the greatest gift you will EVER receive and that is unconditional love. yes i am aware that everything takes time to develope if you both are being true to each other and keeping everyone else out your business lol it will work. sex is just that sex but when someone truly cares about you its making love that makes the different in how you feel afterwards. have you ever just had sex with someone and when it was over you felt so cheap and nasty? so have i but did you go back for more? so did i lol. why do we do that? its because it fimilar to us and sometime we think its just easy to up an old booty then to go through the process to have that special someone. we spend so much time looking on the outside of someone that we cant even see the heart of gold thats starring us right in the face. just because he is good in bed sweetie doesnt mean he is good. how about today we start believing for bigger things in life and even if you get a bad hand you will get back up. i am turning over a new leaf today and im going to forgive myself of my failure and start believing god for true happiness again. will you also stand with me? it doesnt matter who has hurt us, who we have hurt, who walked out on you, who used you for material things, it doesnt matter today. what matters is that you dont let that man know he broke you inside even if it hurts you stand and tell yourself im overcoming. with all that being said on this cold saturday morning, get up and live your life for you. i hope that i have said something here that may have encouraged the ladies to continue to believe in LOVE because its there and when your times come you will not be afraid to love and love hard you will do. in closing, on the behalf of myself and family i would like to wish you and yours a very happy holiday season this year. does anyone here in OK knows how to make good sweet potatoe pie? if so will you please make me one, lol. i miss mom cooking and those pies omg melt in your mouth but because im not going home for thanksgiving this year i would like a good sweet potatoe pie lol.
thanks for taking the time to read my novel. just remember this one thing, if you think you deserve the best why you settled for less?
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